Tales from the Dark Side

Chelsea and I had an amazing evening together.  We went off to the Suzanne Wagner & Friends Psychic Fair at Golden Braid Books. This I believe we were told happens the 3rd Tuesday of each month.

Chelsea’s energy was so strong, I told her she needed to be read first, as it was overpowering my energy, I could feel it and normally, my energy encompasses all in a room. Hmmmmm…. A Vampire, perhaps, haha, ok, ok, moving on.

Ross- an Intuitive, NLP, Tarot Reader, and a really good spirited person, was our counselor for our $1.00 a minute session. These readings are set up like speed dating, so you can not expect too much, it is a basic, an introduction. 20 minutes each.

Chelsea sat first and he took her hand as he then laid out the cards. She asked, “oh, he does Tarot Cards?” then followed her own question with, “Well, I guess he isn’t playing Solitaire, nevermind”

She was stiff and nervous, I kept telling her to relax. She was acting as if on a job interview. Chelsea tends to have a very professional side, a guard, and sometimes does not know how to let it go. She was very questionable and focused on how to shuffle and cut the cards. This was her first reading though, so I guess I understand.

I have grown up around my mother reading cards daily, to my well-known in her field, expert Astrologer, Grandma. I have also read cards and this you may not know about me, but, I did work for the Psychic Friends Network! hehe

The basic readings were matching us pretty well-I watched to gather my own feelings too as our cards were turned. Sometimes when I do this I do worry about interfering with the psychics own energy and information source, as I know my energy is very strong-overpowering at times.

Chelsea’s cards said exactly what I knew- but that she needs to learn and see:

She has had a bit of a trying past, but, she learned and is through it.

She tends to procrastinate- which is against her orderly nature. She needs order in her thoughts and routine.

When she thinks too much about her past or future, it blinds her. She throws her hands up and gives up, does nothing.

She is a humanitarian by nature. She will dabble in the arts, acting, but needs to focus on her singing. She will pull her income from many sources, her interests, in performing, but, also will be a counselor, social worker, teacher of some sort.

She possesses magick, and needs to learn more and embrace it.

Water grounds her, she will attend some sort of school, not a 4 yr University. There seems to be power in New Mexico, for her, power in the Waters of Costa Rica. She needs to continue with her languages.

She needs to not go to acting classes, participate in Community Theater, there is a man that will misguide her if going to a “class” could change her course.

She needs value and love- security from the father figure in her life, she is not getting that. This is a big deal. and must be dealt with now.

My Reading with Ross:

He just laughed, “you are a tough case” we need more time.

“I can’t even sort you out, you have so much going on”

as he continued to speak ” ……”

a strong mother figure, this encompasses you, your mother is very strong in you. Do you experience health issues? if not it is her. I see alot of drugs, alcohol, abuse, anyone currently holding onto addictions in your life? The drug abuse, the alcohol is very strong, it is hard to move past that.

You are concerned with the children in your home surrounding abuse with them. Stay on your course it will be ok. There is an emotional child, you worry about the most, one of the boys. You feel he needs alot of attention. He is very watery.

You are very disappointed in all the men in your life, with good reason. All the men. None of the men in your life has ever stepped up and done what they are supposed to do. Be a man, be a father. This now has had you mothering and fathering yourself, and all the children in your life now. This is very draining. You can not do this alone. This has led to you becoming the Male Dominant Role in your home, You need to get your current partner to see this and change or your feelings will not change for him. You can not leave the Male Dominant role, unless it is taken over, which it doesn’t seem as if it will be. You are pissed off!

He is a good provider, thinks he does it all, but, does not. He does nothing emotionally for you or the family. He is on his own path. He is almost separate from all of you. He is on his own journey. Very self-centered in his thoughts and emotions. You are self- sacrificing. He is a good guy, but on his own path. I really see addictions with him, nothing you know of? He is very lucky to have you.

I do not see a divorce, but, I do see change, lots of change. Even if it is just within you. You have had enough. You have already begun change. You are giving an F-U attitude. This is fine. You have right to feel this way. You have given and given. I see a set of addictions for your partner, could be anything, drugs, sex, alcohol, or addictions we aren’t tapping into, he is very closed off. Is he gay?

(sorry my little interjection here, hehehehehe- if he is, I would care to know, haha, I don’t think he is….lol…but, do think he is not a very sexual being, which this reading could have picked up on- if he is sexual, maybe it is with someone else, and that is the addiction? Hey Billy if you are reading this, stop being pissed off about this comment and tell us —

I think you are just addicted to NEGATIVITY! AND YOUR BITTERNESS! AND YOUR TERRIBLE EATING HABITS, OK, moving forth again  )

Change, Change, Change, all around you.

You will go to find validation and love and gratitude through others, and other things. It is ok, there is nothing detrimental in this. You need an outlet. But, your partner must see where he is falling short in your lives, you can not continue to bear the pressure and the cross alone. Get him to see he needs to be more than a paycheck.

You will work in healing arts, energies, spiritual realms, delve into this. There is a Channeling class you must go to with Suzanne Wagner. Write a non-fiction book, have you heard of the Vampire Books? Stephenie Meyer?

You will make your own success, you will set up your own self-support- financially, emotionally. Yet I do not see an end to the relationship.

Huh! Any Comments are welcome!

Amor Mucho Galactico

xoxo

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