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Sit and Be. This is the most beautiful thing I have ever had the pleasure of hearing. Close your eyes and meditate.

Be Well
Om Namah Shivaya

Namaskaara Priya Ekham

Salute to the Sun Loved One

I do not want to be a stranger, yet not feeling much into my writing for the last few days, blog, nor my book.

Could it be my soul has been ripped from me, sending the children home, could it be these urge to leave all I know behind me, could it be I am growing and need to continue my growth and enlightenment.

My focus now is on change, this must have been reflecting in the feelings of darkness about 1 month ago, the shift, has allowed me to feel much more alive, yet no longer dark, I am no longer allowing the chains that bind me, to hold me down. THIS IS NOT MY NATURE!

I am a free soul that has confinement in this body and on this earth, I am a free soul that is learning to be limitless and express my infinite power. I am a free soul that is one with the almighty high God. I was made in God’s image. This I will celebrate and love who I am, love all I have become, love who I will be.

I welcome you to begin your own discovery, do not be a stranger to yourself, as I have become.I have been RAW 90% now for about 1 week. This happened on it’s own, not me pushing. I feel so alive, food will not hold my body hostage, I am only sleeping 3 hours per night. I lay in bed trying to sleep more, but, I do not need it with my healthy diet. I have also worked my way down to 147lbs, this 7lbs in one week. This is not weight loss for me, it is about health, physical, mental, emotional and spiritual.

My feelings of New Mexico, have seemed to left me, I strongly believe I missed the time I was supposed to be there, maybe not, who knows, anything can change. If I am not to head on the desert journey I wanted to embark on, I will make it a point to attend the Krishna Retreat in Spanish Fork Utah. This I feel will help to bring balance and guidance in my life. I still have trip credit through work, I will see if they will do this vacation for me instead.

Be One With The Divine

xoxo

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As a mother, a wife, sometimes we feel lost, sometimes we tend to forget who it is we once were, which then leads to who are we now. Not our labels, but who truly lies beneath the surface. I am taking this moment to revel in what I have begun to know about me, I ask you as a person, mother, lover, father, husband, wife to do the same. Learning who you are requires you to feel what you love.

*The warm water running down my head and my back in the shower, as I look up to the window seeing the suns rays shine through. Cracking the window when the steam begins to collect to have a breeze of cool air.

*An afternoon nap, even if only for 20 mins, brings refreshment and enlivens my spirit.

Driving first thing in the morning somewhere, windows down and music I love, cranked as loud as it can go, I feel so free.

Tucking my son into sleep, after he is already snoring, cuddling and loving him.

Writing my book and dreaming of the story, living my characters lives through, them.

Connecting with new people, never intending on seeing them again, but, creating an amazing conversation in the blink of an eye.

Cleaning my home, as dreaded as it may be, brings peace and meditation to me.

Sitting on my porch, observing, watching others, realizing, they too, have lives, live life, just like me.

Reading a good book and getting lost in it~ Finding myself lost in a song that rings through my entire body urging me to sing alone or dance like no one is watching

Being alone-solitary-in peace

Being amongst my family-sharing-loving

This is just of glimpse of who I am who I have become what I love

What brings you joy, not because it is supposed to. What truly brings joy and happiness to your spirit?